the naked clothing designer

He watched with me as I slowly leafed through.  These were indeed strange designs, half-shirt, half-skirt, or half-gloves, half-sweater, and half-hat, half-I-don’t-know-what.  There were very few skimpy designs.  Almost all seemed to afford full coverage and warmth.  Warmth seemed like the main emphasis.  Maybe it was due to Tami Smithers’s influence that women, especially, had been covering up more in recent years. 

As I got to page 37, near the end, he said, “Footwear has always been a problem with her.  For some reason she has difficulty conceptualizing it, in that metallic, clothesless, shoeless universe her mind works in.  But see how she’s solved it?”

I recognized the red boots the squeaky-voiced girl was showing off to the professor -- I mean Tami -- after my classroom visit.  But it turned out they weren’t just boots, they continued on with a kind of loop that went up around the knees. 

“The material used is very soft and pliable, ordinarily not stiff enough to serve as footwear, but Tami solved that problem with the extension around the knees.  She uses math, hyperbolic functions, I don’t understand it completely, to balance the forces so that support is transferred from the knee.”

“Wow.”

“As a result the boots are uniquely warm and comforting.  They’ve been described as ‘like wearing earmuffs on your feet’.  Of course the model is unisex.  Most of us intend to be wearing them when next winter comes.” He turned from me and said, “Want to try some on? What are you, a size eight?”

Funny how he knew that.  Of course, he was an expert in fashion design and very observant.  I was going to say no but I have the usual feminine preoccupation with shoes.  And I couldn’t refuse the floppy red items that draped sensuously across my hands.  So I slipped off my Oscar de la Renta heels, not very comfortable but stylish, and pulled on the boots.  “Oooohh!” I couldn’t control my reaction.  It was like my feet were in a warm bubble bath.  I’d never felt boots so soft and warm.  Better yet, I could wiggle my toes in them freely.  I stood up and walked there and back a few steps.  “This is magic!” I laughed at my voice, which had an enthusiastic girlish squeak just like that student’s. 

Dean Warmspring laughed.  “That’s everyone’s reaction.  You should see how men react.  We were in a circle around Tami’s booth telling her how they felt.  She always likes to hear that, about her designs.  My own words were downright flowery.”

Jokingly I pointed the boots to and fro, like a model showing them off on a runway.  Then I exhaled, as if afraid I was going to have an exotic kind of foot orgasm, and sat down.  Still wiggling my toes in them, I picked up the portfolio again. 

“What a tragedy,” I said, “that Tami can never enjoy what she creates.  And now her allergy’s getting worse.”

“Yes I heard.  It should only help her output.  It’s a sad fact, that the colder Tami gets, the more violently she shivers, the more brilliantly imaginative her designs.”

I shook my head.  “That is just downright cruel.”

“Look at the last page.”

It was a very shaky drawing, of a full-body suit with seams in unusual places.  “What is this?”

“A drawing Tami made in her booth a few days ago.  It’s hard for her to draw when shivering so much, but it looks like a kind of mechanic’s overalls shirred so that every movement rubs fabric against those muscles that are being used.  Kind of like a self-massager.”

“Wow.” It seemed like the tenth time I’d said that. 

“It will be constructed and tested in front of her, as always.  And biometric results reported to her.  Of course that will not be her final design.  She always fiddles with them about twenty times before submitting them for patent.  She lets the models keep the prototypes.  In fact she clothes a good part of the faculty and students here.  This,” he said, touching the jacket he had hung up next to him, “is the penultimate prototype of the blazer on page 25.”

“It still seems cruel, everyone wearing these warm clothes she designs, considering how she herself is always naked and freezing.”

“It’s what she does, Stephanie,” he said, calling me by name for the first time.  “We thought her urge to design, and to teach design, might be a kind of self-punishment, for example for what happened to that creep Henry Ross.  By the way, I’m one of the few left who opposes capital punishment, but with that guy, I would have had very few scruples pulling the switch on him.  .  .  Or we thought that designing might be exacerbating her allergy somehow.  So three years ago we made her take a sabbatical.  She did math work for the Military Physics Department over at Brown.  But she wasn’t happy and she came back with a batch of new designs under her arm.  ‘It’s what I do, Harald,’ she told me.  Then she said the closest thing to self-analysis I’ve ever heard from her.  She said, ‘My being naked, cold and naked, has a purpose.  Its purpose is to make me design good clothes.’

“So there you have it.  If she didn’t design clothes, Tami’s shivering would have no purpose.”

What a ghastly assessment.  He was trying to put a positive spin on it but it was like talking about a terminally ill person.  Rodney Sykes had been bleak too.  Everyone, it seemed, was sad about Tami’s predicament except Tami herself.  I remembered her bubbling laugh as to my question about faking orgasms, at the same time she was having one. 

I shook my head again.  “What a bleak, horrible suffering.”

He waited for me to finish shaking my head.  Then he said, “She has all the love anyone can have.  And sexual pleasure past what you or I could imagine.  .  .  I tell you what.  You don’t have a full picture of her life.  Let me invite you to the next Faculty Steering Committee meeting.  It’s down at her house.”

“Wow, you go all the way down there? What about gas?”

“We car pool.  We’ll pick you up too.  Be here tomorrow night at six thirty.”

I looked down at my red booted feet, wiggling my toes in them, feeling the sensuous warmth.  Then both of us looked up as we heard the whirring sound of Tami’s booth approaching. 

She was in the doorway now, her beautiful naked hairless body stretched out, her arms pushing up on the overhead support bars.  Her breath came out in thick clouds.  Evidently she had been in the booth for some time.  Frost encrusted the corners of the glass, and I could swear I saw a rime of frost on her “eyebrows”.  With her arms up, her big firm breasts almost stuck in our faces, the huge dark areolas, and her nipples, big and long and permanently erect in the subfreezing cold.  I looked further down, past her concave tummy, the strong lithe legs.  Then her purplish bare feet, the toes spread as they gripped the raised holes of the metal ramp.  I could see Homer had addressed her concerns as to the metal points.  They were sharper and higher now, digging into her tough soles in a way that would be very painful to an ordinary person’s feet. 

I looked at my booted feet, snug and warm in the soft sensuous boots, then at her freezing bare feet, purplish and impaled on the cold metal points.  My toes stopped wiggling. 

“S - sorry,” she shivered.  “I d - didn’t know you were m -meeting.”

“It’s O.K.,” Harald Warmspring said.  “We were about done anyway.” He looked at me and I nodded.  “Tami, do you mind if she attends tomorrow’s meeting?’  

“G - good God.” Her blue lips smiled along with her eyebrowless green eyes.  “You’d b - b - be b - b - bored to death.”

“I’d still like to go,” I said.  I couldn’t help but look down again at my feet and then hers. 

“F - fine.” There was no reason to keep her hands up on those bars, giving us a full frontal view of her stretched-out nudity, but she kept them up there.  “Stay f - for the l - little p -party afterwards.  My f - friends will be therrre.”

“Thanks.  .  .  I have to go now.”

“G - g - good to see you again.” Now she let her arms down and, to my surprise, brought her shivering arms down to her pussy lips.  Her fingers shook but after two attempts she spread her lower lips wide open.  In a little babyish voice she said, “B - b - bye - b - bye!” as her clitoris, wet and erect in the cold of the booth, jumped up at me twice.  Apparently a special salutation for friends.  Along with Dean Warmspring I couldn’t help but smile.